Monday, October 18, 2010

Love Found Me

"I found love and love found me/ Broke through my heart and set me free/ And now I know that I'm complete / 'Cause I found love and love found me." The song for this post is "Love Found Me" by Revive from their newest album Blink. This song has been a favorite of mine recently since picking up the CD from Lifeway Christian Stores. The love the band sings about in this song became so real to me once again this weekend while on retreat to Castaway with Side by Side Youth Ministries.

This weekend I was given the opportunity to lead one of three groups of high school volunteers known as the Servant Leader Team (SLT). Castaway is very different from the other 3 retreats put on by SBS because we are not only at a camp about 4 hours from the Twin Cities (where SBS is run out of) and it is a retreat focused towards Jr. High/Middle School aged campers (grades 6-8). One challenge of a Castaway is all the work that has to be done to make the weekend run perfectly. While there are dishes and kitchen work to be done at our high school retreats it is nothing compared to the meal time work done at a Castaway retreat. Without the SLT we would NOT be able to run these weekends as flawlessly as we do. That being said leading these students is a pretty big deal and a lot goes into making sure we are working fast to clean up and setup the dinning center and to still participate at games and big group time.

Coming into the weekend I was nervous about leading these students. This was my first time doing anything like this. Until now I had been mostly a behind-the-scenes guy working lighting and other "tech" aspects of the retreat. I was nervous about my ability to lead the students, my ability to have the words that they needed to hear, and my ability to just be there for them as they needed me. I prayed about it all week leading up to the retreat.

As Castaway came around and I met and worked with my group for the first time I realized that God had heard my prayers. I know that this weekend he was with me helping me lead and giving me the words I needed to say and that my students needed to hear. I had so much fun being their leader and getting to work with these students. Not only that, but I really truly learned from them as well.

Saturday night came around and I once again witnessed the amazing gift of God sending down the Holy Spirit to those who accepted it. We always put on a prayer service where students can pray with their leaders, each other, and pray at the foot of the cross. While praying at the foot of the cross I broke down. I confessed to God all the pain that I was hiding deep down that was causing a rippled relationship between me and God. I had lost myself and I cried out to God to take that away from to take away my impurity and my ways of acting not as myself. As I prayed and cried and confessed all this to God I felt Him take all that away from me. In 1 John 1:19 it says "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness."

How amazingly true I found this verse to be as I instantly felt God cleanse me of my pain as if saying "You are forgiven do not let this burden bring you down any longer." What an amazing God we have that he is so ready to forgive us when we fall short of him. In Ephesians 2:4-5 it says "But because of his GREAT love for us God, who is rich in mercy made us alive with Christ even when we were dead in transgressions - it is by grace you have been saved." Great doesn't even begin to describe how amazing his love is. God gave us his son Jesus Christ so that we live. He is constantly throwing his mercy and grace at us, we just need to open our eyes and realize it is there all the time. This weekend truly "I found love and love found me."

Lord God,
Thank you so much for your mercy and grace. For loving us even when we fall. For picking us up when we fall short of you and carrying us when we think we can't go on. Lord please continue to protect us as we seek you out and journey in this life for our next life with you in Heaven. God thank you so much for all of the people involved in the Castaway Retreat with SBS. Lord protect them as they go back to the real world and experience the challenges of this world. For the campers Lord thank you so much for sending your holy spirit down on them and for changing their lives. Thank you for their energy and their willingness and openness to hearing your word and praising you with so much enthusiasm. Lord continue to be with them as their experience all you have to offer them. Life them up Lord and continue to build a relationship with them. God thank you so much for the SLT and their amazing hearts for serving you and making your presence real. God continue to bless them and let them know that they are loved by so many people and that each and every one of them are beautiful. Lord help them to stay with you and continue to bless them. Lord protect all of the members of SBS Team and the Church Leaders. Lord what amazing people of faith you have given to build up strong communities all over the twin cities. Help them to continue to lead and to continue to show the love you show us. We love you so much God and you are so AMAZING. Thank you for life and for all you have done Adonai. In your son Jesus's name we pray forever and for always.
Amen.

Friday, September 10, 2010

I Still Miss You

The title of this post comes from Hawk Nelson's "I Still Miss You." This song lays true in many instances. In the last year (within about 6 months) 4 faithful servants of God were lost to various illnesses and ages. Some of these men I knew very well, some I didn't know. Nonetheless their deaths have not only affected me, but my family. In scripture we are told by Paul in Romans 6: 23 "For the wages of sin is death, but but the free gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord." I know that each of these men is living in heaven with their Lord God and savior His son Jesus Christ.

First early in the year my cousins Troy and Faith lost their grandpa Mike. Now I didn't know Mike very well. I know I met him once or twice, but never knew him as they did. In our celebration of his life Faith told us about his absolute LOVE of food and music. Some lessons that we can all take away from Mike's legacy:
  1. Always enjoy the food you are eating and eat as much as you can. Leave your plate clean
  2. When you are in the car and a song comes on that you enjoy ALWAYS wait until it is over before getting out, even if the song just started as you pulled into the destination.
  3. Be thankful always for your family and have relationships with them. Love them and they will love you in return
Mike had certainly taken to heart the scripture of: 1 Thessalonians 5:18 "Give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you." Mike you'll never be forgotten by those who loved you and we'll see you again in glory with our savior Christ Jesus.

In late May only a few short months after Mike had passed away my grandpa Pete passed away after various medical complications and months of testing. He made the decision that he didn't want any more surgeries and was ready to meet his maker. This death was a lot harder for me as I knew my grandpa very well and had really connected with him on subjects such as Twins Baseball and Gophers Football. Although relationships with my grandpa had taken a hit recently and things were never really the best between him and his kids it didn't mean we didn't love him and won't miss him. We do miss him and we do love him. I know he's always watching over his beloved Minnesota Twins and probably still never misses a game. Some things I learned from my grandpa are:
  1. Be a fan of your sports teams and never give up on them, even through the losing seasons and bad decisions. Part of being a fan is being one through the good and bad.
  2. Family is more important than sports. Even though he loved to watch the Twins he always was willing to let us use the TV when we stayed over as kids and never thought twice about it.
  3. Take joy in the small things. He always folded up his Taco Bell wrappers in perfect squares just to throw them away. One thing that was special between Him and my brother Tom was puzzles. Even though he finished most of the puzzle during the week when Tom wasn't there he always saved the last piece for Tom to put in.
  4. Let nothing stop you from having a relationship with God. Even though he had his problems one thing Pete never did was miss church. He was there every Sunday without a doubt.
One verse that really helps to illustrate my grandpa Pete's life is 1 Peter 3:15 "But in your hearts honor Christ the Lord as holy, always being prepared to make a defense to anyone who asks you for a reason for the hope that is in you; yet do it in gentleness and respect." I love you a lot grandpa. Things might not have always been the smoothest in the family relationships you had, but you were still loved very much and we can't wait to be with you in Heaven with God and our Savior Jesus Christ.

Shortly thereafter in July two great men were welcomed into the kingdom of God. Tony was the grandpa of my cousins Neil and Gina, and Reuben was a mentor and friend from mission trips I had gone on.

Tony was another greatly faithful man. In life he had 3 main priorities: His faith, His family, and His Travels. First of all his faith was extremely important to Tony. Not only was he always at mass without a doubt, but he was always early, usually saying the rosary. He was always willing to help out at church, and was friends with anyone and everyone in his community. Secondly his family.

Tony LOVED his family. He was always a sure thing at family events. He rarely missed a sporting event of his niece and nephews. He was always willing to lend a hand or word of advice when needed, and was never afraid to ask his family for the same. Tony was devastated at the loss of his wife Ann, but I know they're together again in God's arms.

Last but certainly not least Tony always loved to travel. He and his wife Ann saw much of the world together. He had visited all 50 of the United States and parts of Europe as well. One thing you could be sure about his travels was that he would have his camera. Thousands and thousands of pictures exist from Tony's travels, and many many hours of video. He was always so thankful for the opportunities he got to travel.

Two days after celebrating the life of Tony we celebrated the life of Reuben Jr. Reuben passed on to our Father after a long grueling battle with cancer. Of all the people mentioned Reuben had the biggest impact on my faith. If there is one thing that I know for sure it is that I'm going to see Reuben along with the rest of these guys when I enter the Kingdom of God. In their song Hawk Nelson mentions that "I know that Jesus has the answer / And He's way bigger than the cancer in you. / But I still miss you." This is so true and really hits me hard. I know that Jesus has the answer and I know Reuben knew it as well. I'm excited to be reunited with Him in heaven, and I know he was happy to be reunited with his wife Connie who had passed a little over a year before.

Reuben taught me many things and most importantly he always reiterated the verse that Jesus spoke in John 14:6 "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, and the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." He knew that the way to Heaven was through Jesus and made sure that others knew it as well. About a week before his passing some friends and I had the opportunity to visit with Reuben. He shared many things that I want to pass on to as many people as possible:
  1. There are zero people in hell who won't have had their sins forgiven, but millions who didn't accept it
  2. If you feel called to lay your hands on someone and heal them in the name of Jesus Christ, do it and DON'T limit God
  3. Faith is the one true gift you need. Without faith you can not speak with God and have no relationship with Him.
  4. Everything in this world was created for you by God. You must remain humble and be thankful for it all
  5. God's messages are there all the time. They are subtle, you have to seek them out and interpret them
  6. Spend time with older Christians. They have things figured out because God has been working through them for a long time.
  7. Become involved and build strong relationships. These relationships will be there for you if you are ever in need of a handout
  8. When at all possible offer a hug not a handshake.
There are also two stories that I'd like to share with you. The first story takes place in West Virginia. Reuben and a group from our church were there serving on a YouthWorks mission trip. One night for the night activity the group was to go on a nature walk, but the rain was so bad that they were thinking they'd have to cancel. Reuben asked one of the staff if they really wanted to go on this walk. She of course replied "Yes." Reuben then proceeded to walk around the building where he could be alone with God in silence. He offered up a prayer saying "Jesus if it be your will stop this rain." He then walked inside and returned to the front of the building where the group was waiting. By the time he got there the rain had stopped and the staff member was in sheer awe.

The other story relates to the number 8 lesson I learned from Reuben. Reuben was a big guy, but he was honestly just a giant teddy bear who gave the best hugs. This poem is a poem that Reuben's wife Connie wrote, but transmitted to Reuben when she was sick and couldn't talk. The words were sitting in his head and he couldn't get them out until he wrote them down. He knew they had come from Connie. The poem is called All in Just a Hug

As I reach my arms around you,
I'm giving you a hug,
It's your spirit that I reach for
and to give your soul tug.
I'm sending out forgiveness
for any wrong you've done,
And seeking back from you, the same.
All in just a hug.

So when I come to greet you
and you just extend a hand,
I guess I'll have to shake it,
It's a custom made by man.
But think of what a blessing
that we could have shared,
The warm embrace of spirit
to show how much we care.
All in just a hug.

I miss Reuben and the rest of these men of faith a lot. All of them had such a great influence on my life with the lessons they shared. I'll always remember their lessons and take them true to heart. I hope that others can learn from their lives and the lessons we pass on. They were all great men, and I know I'll see them again in heaven.

Lord,
Thank you so much for the opportunity to spend time with many of these men and for the lessons that they pass on to future generations. Lord I ask that you help us to take their lessons to heart and learn from them. Lord I ask that you continually bless their family and friends as the grief will go on and we continually miss them. Help us to remember all the wonderful memories of their lives and to cherish the time we had to spend with them. Lord I ask you to welcome them all in your warm embrace and that you watch over those they left behind. I ask that when we come into your kingdom you have them their to welcome us. Lord we love you and we thank you for their lives and ours. We thank you for your son Jesus Christ through whom we have been saved and have been welcomed into your kingdom. Welcome us into your kingdom when the time comes God, and let us all live in peace and harmony forever. We love you so much God and in the name of your son Jesus Christ we pray forever and always.
Amen

Livin' the Life

Today's song is "Livin the Life" by Group 1 Crew. In this song the group speaks of how they used to act and live life thinking it was just a joke or a game and not really caring about their actions. Things all change when they decide to answer God's call. "I can't believe where you're taking me / you give me hope to believe now I'm living the life."

Now that I've done my usual song plug I'd like to write about what has been going on in life and maybe you'll figure out why I chose this song. As you can probably tell I haven't written anything on here in FOREVER! I always told myself "alright you're going to write today" or "Wow a lot has been happening and you can totally write about this" but I haven't. Why? I'm not really sure. Things got really busy and a lot of things happened. In this post I'll stick to the positive things that happened as I'll be writing a tribute post next.

Since my last time posting I've had a lot of changes and experiences. During the last week of June I got the great opportunity to serve the members of the Pine Ridge Indian Reservation in South Dakota. This mission trip was put on by YouthWorks!, an amazing organization based out of Minneapolis, MN who puts on mission trips for youth around the US, Canada, and Puerto Rico.

There are many scripture verses that talk about serving others. 1 Peter 4:10 says "As each has received a gift, use it to serve one another, as good stewards of God's varied grace" This verse really speaks the truth and encourages me to want to take Peter's words to heart and serve. We have all been given gifts by God. We are called to use these gifts, whether they be writing, strength, athletic ability, speaking skills, or compassion for others. God gave you these gifts to serve his people. Now that's not to say you can't use your gifts for your profession as well. If you are a gifted speaker, use that in your professional life, but also use it to give back to God by serving those who need it.

In my week of serving the people of Pine Ridge I truly saw Peter's words come to life. Each and every one of us were using the gifts we had been given to serve God. I saw it through everybody using the strength they were given to continually work to paint the house even in the hot sun. I saw it in the students who played basketball with the kids at Kid's Club as well as the students who sat and listened to what the kids wanted to do and who read with them. Seeing everyone serve really brought to mind Paul's words in his letters to the Romans. Paul says in Romans 12: 1 "I appeal to you therefore, brothers, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies as a living sacrifice, holy and acceptable to God, which is your spiritual worship.

Each and every adult and student (and the YouthWorks staff) gave up their lives and their bodies that week to be servants of the Lord. They gave themselves up as a sacrificial worship to God for the good he has given them in their lives. We worshiped him in song, in devotional time, in the reading of his word, and in our serving the Pine Ridge community. Each day we must offer up our day to God. This can be as simple as praying: Lord I thank you for another day on Earth and another day to serve your people (whether this be by example or literally getting your hands dirty). Please Lord use me today. Take my day and make it yours. For it is you alone that I worship and you alone that I give my praise. Use me, take me, and guide me. I love your Lord. In your son Jesus' name I pray, Amen.

Paul Says in Romans 12:6-7 "Having gifts that differ according to the grace given to us, let us use them: if prophecy, in accordance to our faith; if service, in our serving; the one who teaches, in his teaching." Our gifts are different from everyone around us. Alone we can use our gifts to serve others, together we can serve an even greater amount of people using the gifts given. Think of it this way. One person was given the gift of speaking in public, but isn't sure what to say. Another is given the gift of writing, but is afraid to speak them to the public. Alone they can serve others, but together their serving can be greater. Through our serving, and taking the opportunities to serve that God presents us we can truly be "Livin the Life"

Lord,
Thank you for all the wonderful opportunities to serve you and your people. Help us to recognize these opportunities and those who need our servings. Help us to say yes to the opportunities you give us. Lord we thank you for the gifts you have given us. Help us to use them to serve, and to know what they are. Lord please bring us together to serve so that we can serve the greatest amount of people. Your love for us is so great God and you are worthy of our praise. Help us to take time to worship you and to remember that we are serving not for our own sake but to give you glory. Help us to offer our lives to you and to let you work through us. Take us, move us, make us a part of you. We love you so much God, Father. In the name of your son Jesus Christ we pray,
Amen.

Thursday, June 3, 2010

My God's Enough

Wow so its been over a month since I've written anything. With the end of school (literally as I'm transferring), and the beginning of summer. Today while sitting at home and wanting to do something I decided that it was time to write about all the things I've been thinking about lately. Today's song of choice (and title) is "Psalm 73 (My God's Enough)" by BarlowGirl.

Lately I've been feeling empty not really knowning what has been missing. These feelings became more and more present with the loss of my grandfather. Although we probably didn't have the best grandpa-grandson relationship there are things I will always remember about him. His LOVE of all things Minnesota Twins and Minnesota Gophers Football. It was one level that we truly had a great connection and will miss discussing the two. Even before his passing into God's arms I had been feeling empty.

This whole feeling seemed to start with the beginning of summer/end of the school year. In all the crazyness of finals and moving out I realized that I had become disconnected from God. I can't even remember when I had last read my bible, or prayed during the day. What happened? Why did I get so disconnected and start falling into habits that I HATE and am so ashamed of?

I feel like what happened to me was falling into the ways of the world and away from the ways of God. Near the end of my school year I put off and put off doing things with the group of people who cared about their relationship with God and instead went with my own agenda. I pushed them away and I pushed God aside. In the end I realized it was the dumbest mistake I could have ever made. The things I care about and strive for are not in this world, but are in God.



Psalm 73 goes like this :


1Surely God is good to Israel,
to those who are pure in heart.
2 But as for me, my feet had almost slipped;
I had nearly lost my foothold.

3 For I envied the arrogant
when I saw the prosperity of the wicked.

4 They have no struggles;
their bodies are healthy and strong. [a]

5 They are free from the burdens common to man;
they are not plagued by human ills.

6 Therefore pride is their necklace;
they clothe themselves with violence.

7 From their callous hearts comes iniquity [b] ;
the evil conceits of their minds know no limits.

8 They scoff, and speak with malice;
in their arrogance they threaten oppression.

9 Their mouths lay claim to heaven,
and their tongues take possession of the earth.

10 Therefore their people turn to them
and drink up waters in abundance. [c]

11 They say, "How can God know?
Does the Most High have knowledge?"

12 This is what the wicked are like—
always carefree, they increase in wealth.

13 Surely in vain have I kept my heart pure;
in vain have I washed my hands in innocence.

14 All day long I have been plagued;
I have been punished every morning.

15 If I had said, "I will speak thus,"
I would have betrayed your children.

16 When I tried to understand all this,
it was oppressive to me

17 till I entered the sanctuary of God;
then I understood their final destiny.

18 Surely you place them on slippery ground;
you cast them down to ruin.

19 How suddenly are they destroyed,
completely swept away by terrors!

20 As a dream when one awakes,
so when you arise, O Lord,
you will despise them as fantasies.

21 When my heart was grieved
and my spirit embittered,

22 I was senseless and ignorant;
I was a brute beast before you.

23 Yet I am always with you;
you hold me by my right hand.

24 You guide me with your counsel,
and afterward you will take me into glory.

25 Whom have I in heaven but you?
And earth has nothing I desire besides you.

26 My flesh and my heart may fail,
but God is the strength of my heart
and my portion forever.

27 Those who are far from you will perish;
you destroy all who are unfaithful to you.

28 But as for me, it is good to be near God.
I have made the Sovereign LORD my refuge;
I will tell of all your deeds.

I found myself envying the sinners and not being grateful for the things God had given me. In this life the things others have and the ways of life of other people are going to seem like better and easier choices. "They don't have a relationship with God, but look at them. They're beautiful, rich, happy, and have all the nicest things." Throw these thoughts away. Our God is enough for us. He provides us with the tools we need to do his will and we have to continue to trust him with our lives. He will not put us through anything we can't handle.

In Jeremiah 29:11 God says " 'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord, 'Plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." God has the ultimate plan for our lives. When we trust Him and His plan then shall we be whole and have true joy. I fell away from this belief. I fell away from the group of people that God had surrounded me with that knew these same things and that believed in them. I had seperated myself from God's word, and from going to Him with my problems and I felt empty and hollow. Now as I continue to work my way back to God and his son Jesus Christ I know the mistake of my actions and the stupidity of my thinking that I could survive without Him. I know this happens all the time and it happens to everyone. What a gracious and AMAZING God we have that he will welcome us back time and time again even when we push Him away.

Lord, I pray that you continue to welcome us back as we fall and push you away. God I thank you for your unending and AMAZING love. Lord continue to lead us to you and to help us to trust you plan for our lives. I thank you God for the wonderfully amazing friends that you have surrounded me with. I love each and everyone of them so much and I will do my best to be there for them in their hard times as they are there for me always and forever. Lord thank you for the gift of life and the gift of everlasting second chances. Lord help me to stay on your path of glory and continually help us to prosper and have hope for the future. I love you God and in your holy name I pray. Amen.

Monday, April 12, 2010

What a Beautiful Smile

All of the "titles" of my blog posts have some significance and usually reveal (in some way, shape, or form) what my topic will be about. This is no different, and while I won't reveal what that is (then you might not want to read it) I will tell you that it comes from the song "Beautiful Love" by The Afters from their CD I Wish we all Could Win. Not that my usual music plug is done (what can I say I LOVE music) let's get on with our discussion.

In life many men struggle with our treatment of our brothers in Christ, and really struggle with our treatment of our sisters in Christ. Now why is this? What makes us think that we have to be "manly" around our fellow guys, and treat our sisters terribly and as only objects? Is it pride? Is it lust? Is it that we are truly just bad people and disrespectful? I like to believe that its not that last one. I don't think any one thing can be considered the "reason" that we act the way we do around different sexes. Unfortunately society has embedded this into our heads and it comes out.

In the bible Christ calls us to more. To be "manly" is not what Christ worries about. In my experiences what it means to be a Christian man is to treat others as they would want to be treated. We are called to show unconventional love to everybody (man and woman) just as Christ showed the ultimate love to us. We need to be raising each other up, not tearing each other down. This all starts within yourself. It can be small things, such as not laughing at crude jokes, not giving into temptation and peer pressure to fight or comment on others (again male and female) and to just treat everybody as equals. The bible says that "A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps" (Proverbs 16:9). We can plan our way all we want, but it is through God that we take those steps. If you ask God to help you with these struggles he will direct your steps the right way and never let you down.

Now the other struggle (some what covered above) is the struggle for Men with their treatment of Women. Society instills a sense of treating women like objects of lust and for our own sexual desires. Society tells us to judge our sisters on the basis of looks and instills the "perfect" woman in our minds. Guys this is not what we should be doing. Truly our sisters in Christ are the greatest gift God ever gave to us. They are our companions and understand things about us that we don't even understand. God gave Adam the gift of Eve my taking one of his ribs and building her up. The bible tells us that: There is neither Jew nor Greek, there is neither slave nor free, there is no male and female, for you are all one in Christ Jesus (Galatians 3:28). We are all one in Christ. We are no better than our female counterparts, and they no better than us. We are equal. So why is it that we treat each other as naught? We should be treating our female friends as princesses and showing the respect and love we have for them. They are a gift from God and are our equals.

Now nobody said this was going to be easy. Its not easy to stand up to your friends and say "You know what the way your treated so and so was wrong and I don't appreciate it." It is even hard to go up to that person that may have been disrespected (whether male or female) and tell them that you are sorry for the way that your friend treated them or said the things they said. A true friend would be there with you helping you to stand up and helping you not be in those positions. "As iron sharpens iron, so one man sharpens another" (Proverbs 27:17). We need to be encouragement for each other and help lift each other up and stand by each other through life's trials and demands. Be the iron to your friends, and let them be the iron to you. Blessings on your week and on your faith journeys. One love, one heart, one God.

Tuesday, March 23, 2010

Water for the Weary

How long will it take you to read this sentence? 15 Seconds maybe? In that time 3 people will have died because of insufficient means to clean water. Do I have your attention now? Hearing this statistic (among others) really got my attention Friday March 19, 2010 when a group of friends and I went to the Sanctus Real concert at Club 3 in Minneapolis. In between the last supporting band and Sanctus Real taking the stage we watched a video with a speaker (the speaker who was supposed to be there was in Haiti adopting his daughter) telling us about Mocha Club an organization working to provide clean water for those who don't have it in Africa.

The explaination was that for $7 a month we could provide water for 7 people in Africa for a year. Suddenly thoughts were running through my head. "Seven dollars? That's nothing! I spend that on bottles of pop alone. What was my excuse for not giving seven dollars to people who really needed it?" I had none. So along with my buddy Lucas we went back to the table and signed up to start donating.

After getting home I started to think more and more about these families in Africa that have no clean water. Do you even realize how much clean water you go through in a day? And they have none? I began to think of things that I could do to get the word out about this dire need. I started to put it in my status on Facebook, signed up to apply to be a campus rep for them, and now I'm blogging about it. In scripture Jesus says : "For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in" "I tell you did the truth, whatever you did for one of the least of these brothers of mine, you did for me" (Matthew 25:35, 40).

When we do these things for the least of our brothers we are doing it for Christ. One day in heaven Christ will thank us for giving him something to drink when we saw him thirsty. We may be confused and ask him Lord when did we see you thirsty and give you drink. He'll tell us that when we did it for those people in Africa we were doing it for Him. We are called to serve others before ourselves "Each one should use whatever gift he has received to serve others, faithfully administering God's grace in its various forms." (1 Peter 4:10). Let's start by serving our brothers and sisters in Africa.

In their book Do Hard Things Brett and Alex Harris challenge teens of our generation to strive for more. To want to do bigger things and overcome the low expectations the world has for us. Who's to say that we can't rise up and make a difference in the world. This book has really spoken to me to want to do more for these people who haven't known the joys of clean water. If i get one friend to join the cause and they get one friend and that friend gets one friend and so on and so on pretty soon we'll be really making a difference and bringing clean water to thousands of people in Africa. So rise up and do hard things join the cause. Clean water is something everyone should be entitled to.

Friday, March 12, 2010

I Will Walk by Faith

Today while reflecting on things that took place earlier this week I was listening to Jeremy Camp's song Walk by Faith. I found this song to be a good reflection on what I'll be writing about next. So that plug being placed let's get into the real discussion.

Throughout the last few weeks and even into last month a lot had been floating in my mind about if I'm in the right place or not. A lot had happened at school, and suddenly I wasn't so sure that this was where I wanted to be, and if it was were I was supposed to be. I felt like God was putting these thoughts into my head for a reason, and so I started to pray about it. I prayed long and hard and even got the opportunity to talk to others about what I was going through. I found great support in the friends and community that God had surrounded me with.

After much searching in prayer I decided to look at some scripture and see what it had to say about God's plan for my life. One that I found particularily interesting stated: "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope." (Jeremiah 29:11). Duh! Of course God has a plan for my life. How could I have forgotten that? Not only that but he has a plan to give me a future and to give me hope. AMAZING! The fact that this seemed to fit so perfectly towards what I needed to read seemed almost too good to be true. Then I kept reading and I came across this one and it said: "A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps" (Proverbs 16:9).

Once again this seemed like too perfect of a bible verse. I started to pray asking God to guide my steps to take over this process and thoughts that are running through my head. If it is your will and what you want me to do, then help me God! To side track slightly it should be noted and made perfectly clear that at this point the idea in my head was to transfer schools, and to transfer to NDSU, a place I had applied, been accepted, and declined, earlier. Suddenly it wasn't a question of whether I would transfer, but more of a how would I break it to my parents. I was scared. It would be the first time my parents would hear that one of the kids was having second thoughts or that one of the kids was suddenly changing their mind on school, but it was just that fact that it had happened that made me afraid. I kept telling myself I couldn't do it, but I knew I had to.

So at this point the time had come, and I had to let it known one way or the other. Now to make a long and emotional story short I orginally hinted at it to my mom. She got really upset at me (later telling me that it was actually her displacing other anger towards me). When I was "asleep" (half asleep) she told my dad that I wasn't sure about school anymore. This made it sound more like I wanted to quit than that I wanted to just transfer. So when it came time for someone to take me to the grocery store to get food for the next few weeks and my dad volunteered I knew that it was because he wanted to talk about this. I was nervous, but I asked God just to help me and to give me the strength just to let the facts be known.

Suddenly the time came and my dad flat out asked what was on my mind as far as school. I told him I was thinking of transferring out. At first he seemed confused asking if I was thinking of another major or just another school and I informed him that just another school and that I was set on NDSU. I then told him before anything else could be said that this wasn't just me doing something without thinking. I told him all the prayers and talks and considerations that I had had over the last few weeks. To my surprise he said "ok." Ok? Is that it? No yelling at me? No getting angry? What? Oh God I know you helped me on this one I thought. My dad gave me his full support and before I left I was able to give him a hug and tell him I loved him and thank him. If God wasn't part of this working I can't explain it.

So what was the point of this story? Just for me to vent and write? No, of course not I've always got a reason to my works. See I wanted to share a story in my life that really represents and shows that we can always go to God for help in our problems. That God has plans for our life (as stated earlier) and that He is able to give us hope for our future. I know that I am stoked for what God has ahead of me at NDSU and the new challenges that await. I also know that I have support up there in my friends Lucas and Kelly. I know that God has a reason for bringing me to this new community and I look forward to it. I wanted to leave you with one last verse that really sums up my reason for writing and what God really wants us all to know and be able to do: "Delight yourself also in the Lord, and He shall give you the desires of your heart. Commit your way to the Lord, trust also in Him, and He shall bring it to pass ... Rest in the Lord, and wait patiently for Him." (Psalm 37:4,7) Blessings on your week and your journey ahead. Put your trust in God and go to him in times of need. One love, one heart, one God.